My little break

Hello! I'm back from my little break. It was some what of a break but as well as its been crazy in my household to last few weeks from my husband working a lot  and I mean a lot of LONG hours, and me pretty much being a single mother. See I'm blessed to be able to stay home with our son while my husband work, but his job was being way to demanding even to the point our son would not see him when he would wake up or before bed and that was hard. Don't get me wrong I love that I'm able to be at home while he works but being on the back burner with my husband job plus taking our family weekends was truly making me upset and getting into beginning of depression stage. I didn't hold it in I let what and how I felt be known. As well as when I cook dinner every night and having my son and I eating dinner by ourselves every night was getting old.

Don't get my wrong I'm never ungrateful for my husband working and for his job, but I do want my husband home with us at a decent time and our weekends. As well as its even harder when you don't do date night and take time for yourselves was taking a troll on me. Half of the time I thought why did we get our house so far away from my friends that I felt so alone but knew they were a phone call away.

It's now a new week it's a little better but I don't want to get my hopes all high. I have also let myself go but I'm getting back on track so I can at least feel happy about myself again.

Also I have told my husband many times that I don't think we will make it to celebrate our 8th anniversary in two weeks, but to be honest it's not that easy just to call it off just for a minor bump. Almost I love that man with all my heart that something so minor can be fix and changes can be made instead of calling off so quickly and just giving up!! Plus we have a son it truly is not that easy when you have a child involve.

Hey you may ask yourself our we happy and I can tell you 100 percent we are very happy just hit a minor bump! And ley me tell you money is not everything to me and my husband knows that. Money and material things won't keep me warm or play with our son. He, his health are way important to me than his job(it pays our bills and let us have our house) but he works to hard and I think we should for sure be able to enjoy it....like that saying You work hard to play hard and that's exactly what he needs to do as work will be there the next day. Let me add he works with wonderful people that if he has an emergency or need to get off early he can, but all other stuff should change too and I hope it will...stay tuned!!!

Lauren

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So now with that being said I'm here I'm back to do what I love and that blogging.

Also many thanks for sticking around with me!

P.S.S. Major love to the ladies who have to do it single every single day because it's truly is hard....thank God it was temporary but hey I found out I'm SuperMom after the last 4 weeks!!