It's been 17 months since you came into the world, and let me tell you my world is a lot better with you in it.
See when we first found out we were pregnant with you, your daddy and I suffer from miscarriage not known if it was a boy or girl after two years of being marry. From there doctors told us that if we wanted kids I would need help to have kids. Well after five years of marriage came, celebrated, and gone...mommy was sick nonstop. Due to me being sick the way I was it for sure never dawn on me that I may be pregnant, until a few days pass I was nauseous and could stand the small of anything. I get up and get your daddy coffee, breakfast ready before work, and around this time getting up making coffee and breakfast for your daddy was a little hard. So one night your daddy got home from we went to grab dinner, and went to Walmart to buy a pregnancy test(2 pack) came home try to eat dinner but couldn't do it, as I was feeling so sick. I was scared, tired of feeling so sick and knew I wasn't pregnant but was just going to take the test to see. I left daddy at the dinning room table, went to go do the test put it on top of the counter and came back and sit with your daddy until the time was up. Ummm waiting and waiting while trying to eat dinner, daddy was on the phone than time was up and I went to go get the stick and sure enough saw the word Pregnant! Came to your daddy to show him the result I was shocked, happy, scared(because of what happen before), nervous and finally got down to why I was feeling so sick. Your daddy was beyond himself!
So now that we had answers to why I was feeling the way I feeling, my goal was to make a doctor appointment as soon as possible. Due to us finding out on Thursday it was kind of hard to get appointment on Friday. After finding a doctor and was able to send an email Thursday night, the doctor office called me Friday morning and I couldn't help but to cried because I was scared and feeling so nauseous..the lady over the phone told me not to worry, everything was going to be OK and gave me some great tips to help from be nauseous until my appointment Monday afternoon. By this time it was the weekend we went to the store to by two more pregnancy test(4 total) still same results...lol!
Monday came around daddy went to work but got out early to take me to our appointment. It was appointment time. We went in nervous but couldn't help but to smile from ear to ear but still nauseous. Your daddy there by my side holding my hand. They call our name went to the back, took my weight and went into a room. It was time the ultrasound tech came in did some measurements ask questions. Once done walked out than walked back in with the doctor, new patients/first time parents here but felt really welcomed and everyone was so nice including the doctors. Well doctor did the same exact thing as the tech, but the only difference is he ask us if we would like to hear your heartbeat. Yes baby boy first appointment and we were already able to hear your heart you were already two months, and your daddy and I couldn't help but to smile and thank god. Of course we couldn't help but to ask the question What are the chances of having a miscarriage again? To our surprised doctor said we were pass that stage and come the end of August we would welcome baby boy or girl. Also nothing was going to change as we were going to be first time parents! After our appointment, we got our welcome parent kit, vitamins, than we went upstairs to get blood work done and set up our appointment with another doctor since the doctor we first met didn't delivery anymore.
Once they took blood work we call both grandmas and great grandma to let them know we were having a baby! From there we stop at babies r us to look around and bought a baby aboard sign to announce it to our friends and family that we were going to be first time parents, and a baby was coming soon. We also made a few phone calls as well.
So our journey begins until it was time for you to arrival. Doctor appointment after another and the whole time your daddy was by our side. Blood work after blood work, glucose test, vitamins, iron pills, daddy craving, to determine what you were going to be, oh yeah mommy being nauseous and thinking she couldn't do it, pain come and go, energy one minute to no energy, being able to sleep comfortable to not so comfortable, oh my we were on the road to getting ready to be first time parents!
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Waiting for you to come was worth the wait, and now that you are here I would not have it any other way. I can't picture my life without you, and hope I never have too! Every moment I have with you, get with you is truly a blessing, and I cherish every bit of it!
You know the reason I wrote this is to let my little boy know his/our journey before he got here. With everything that happen before is proof to never say never, and everything is in God hands and on his time!
Love,
Mommy
Mommy
P.S. Another letter coming soon about his birth, keep an eye out!
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