Four years ago you left us and became an angel

You came into my life when I was little, we started bonding when I was about 12 yrs old and we had a relationship only you and I could understand. Being a father figure that you didn't have to be to me, meant a lot to me and I am truly forever grateful. I still can't believe its been four years, not a day goes that I am not thinking about you or missing you. As your anniversary came up I looked back at the time we did have and I thank god for allowing us to spend 15 months with you before you lost your battle with cancer regardless what happen you are one stronger person, because everyday you fought with the chemo....and you knew your time was coming but you lived your life to the fullest. I miss your cooking, dancing, and looking at you being one good looking cowboy, as well as your filling the room with laughter....you were one of a kind!

Thanks for being you and for being someone you didn't have to be, yeah we had a crazy relationship but at the end we knew we loved each other and that's all that matters!!

Until we meet again!!

Love you always!

Lauren

Rest in Peace dad....you be gone for fours years but your memories lived and you are not forgotten!!

Superbowl 2012

Today was the superbowl...and how many of y'all actually watch the superbowl or just for the commercials?

I would only watch the superbowl if my favorite team was playing.....wondering which team, umm Dallas Cowboys. But other than that I love watching the commercials regardless who plays! Well the commercials this year was good, some what good, made me laugh or not! This one was my favorite:

Watch "M&M "Sexy and I Know It" Super Bowl Commercial 2012" on YouTube

Here are the other ones I liked and enjoyed:

Watch "Doritos Sling Baby Super Bowl Commercial 2012" on YouTube

Watch "Doritos - Man's Best Friend Super Bowl Commercial 2012" on YouTube

Watch "The Dog Strikes Back: 2012 Volkswagen Game Day Commercial" on YouTube

Watch "Bud Light - Rescue Dog super bowl 2012 commercial" on YouTube

This one had my best friend and I laughing....our husband was so into it telling us to shh and everything, and come to find out this commercial got them good! Here it goes: 

Watch "FIAT 500 Abarth - 2012 Super Bowl Commercial - Seduction" on YouTube

My hubby

My hubby is amazing and awesome!! He loves me, takes care of me, and is there for me! When it comes time to bust is butt off at work he does, and he is a very hard worker and I love him for that! I just love how he does everything and is wonderful and care for me and I am so happy to give all that in return!!

Thank you for everything!! You are just amazing and I love you always and forever!!

Love your wifey,
Lauren

My grandpa

This August will be 25 years since he's been an angel, and everyday I think about how life would be like if he was here. A few days before Christmas my grandma and my mom were looking thru old pictures, and they came across his wallet....this story melts my heart and put a smile on my face, here it goes:

My grandma open his wallet beside his driver license and social security....he had two pictures in there one of them was me and the other one was my cousin(we are 6 months apart).

You know i was always considered grandpa girl but hearing this story said it all! I may had only been one in half, but I am grateful for the time I had with him....and most all the pictures, because there are some of my cousins that didn't get to spend no time with him not by choice, it was because they were not born yet!

I love you grandpa so much and miss you like crazy!!

Love your granddaughter,
Lauren 

2nd day of the new year...did you start your new years resolution?

Here are my new years resolution:
- Weight lost
- Own a house
-New year, new job...my dream job  either full time at an elementary school or a hospital, but would be happy if anything else comes up.
-many more!!!!

You know I want my new years resolution to happen and I know it will, but what I learn is just to let things go with the flow and live life....as well pray about it, and always keep my head up!!

So bring on the new year, and bring bigger and better even happier things my way!!

Lauren

Goodbye 2011....Hello 2012

As we are waiting patiently for midnight to ring in the New Year! I am looking back at the memories of 2011...and they were great, fun, rough, and hard....but we survived!

2011 memories from what i can remember....not in order:

- Thank god for another year of life for my husband, our friends, family and I....and to many more
- Our home got broken into but my husband and I got thur that, and it made us stronger!
- My dad has been gone for three years.
- My amazing husband celebrated another year of life...my grandma and mom celebrated another year with us as well...and I celebrated 25 years, and to many more.
- First trip/vacation to Las Vegas and many more to come.
-Lots of birthdays celebration for family and friends...thankful to be apart of....and to many more
- First camping trip
- One of my best friend married the love of her life
- My husband and I been married for three years, and still going :)
- My other best friends gave us the news that they were expecting a baby girl and a boy.....one gave birth to my beautiful niece on Dec 22, and my nephew hasn't arrive yet.
- My mom lost her job
- Spending time with my husband, our family, and friends....Priceless!!

These were the memories I had of 2011 and I had many more....they weren't prefect but spending it with my husband, friends, family...is what made these memories worth it and prefect!

So as the countdown begins, I am ready to cherish these memories in 2011....and welcome new memories for 2012!!

Hello 2012....Goodbye 2011!!

Lauren

Merry Christmas

I just want to wish everyone of you a very Merry Christmas!

As for me...mines was very merry with lots of love from family and friends!

Lauren